“Slut”

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“Slut”
Written by: Jamaica Mae Advincula

Flickering lights, unfiltered sights
Most girls seen on skin tights
Welcome to my occupation, maybe a station
―where you’ll stop, stare, grind it out and fuck it on.

From the bottom to up,
Wearing my revealing top,
Waiting to be tapped
To give these men a sexual dance on their lap

Keep your eyes open
And write all over me with your throbbing pen.
For I am a blank canvass,
Legs are apart, screaming, moaning, “spank me in the ass”

Don’t get me wrong,
I never fancied the sexual dances and erotic songs.
I never fancied girls like me who only wears thongs.
I never fancied the drunk men I see all daylong.

My life is indeed a mess.
Tired all day and night, without a dress
And yet I’m not being paid fairly,
After playing and grinding on me painfully.

Taking advantage of my weakness,
Neither foreigners nor locals, treat me like princess.
They take and take,
Yet here I am, to give and give for their sake.

You may be disgusted by me right now,
But honey, you have always witnessed me while you grow.
Philippines is my name;
don’t be shocked, its only me.

Aren’t you proud of your own country?
It’s me child, isn’t it funny?
You didn’t expect me to show up in front of your porch,
So, you blew away the light from your torch.

Are you embarrassed that I turned into a slut?
Are you embarrassed that men took advantage of me while my mouth is shut?
Are you embarrassed that I went through a lot yet I am not paid equally?
Are you embarrassed that I have been judged as dirty and silly?

This is me, my child.
Don’t be ashamed because I was seen wild.
This is me, my child.
Look at me and don’t be beguiled.

Philippines; that’s me.
I am now a broken home.
Broken dignity, missing rights
—I can’t even put up a fight!

Philippines; that’s me.
Please rekindle the flame.
Don’t let me live in the same game
My child, please clean my stained name.

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